Thursday, June 15, 2006
hot gossips and movies
yay! my second post!! am really wanting to see how long i can keep this up :P. hope it'll be long. am still extremely new at this and had spent hours just to get the blog the way it looks. more improvement to come *grins*.
today has been extremely gainful. besides talking and trying not to fall asleep during classes, i've learnt a gossip today. it's really disgusting in a way but then again, when you know the story, you'll understand. it seriously wacky. i mean how inconsiderate can ppl be? so anyway, instead of ranting about it now, i shall tell you the story:
it was in bio today. bio was as boring as usual and a "surprisingly" lot of working in class. basically she didn't teach much. haha. this pissed nicole off and she was insulting mrs starkey as usual despite telling that we should stop doing that as her mother passed away. but yea, it was hilarious again. mun yee and selah made a surprising statement: nicole and i always quarrel about something and yup, it gets really animated :P. but this is not the highlight of bio class. it is when ling told me about her friend's story.
ok, just to give you readers a background of the story before i go into the juicy part. mel is a boarder at st patrick's, uk and shares a room with cameron. they stay in the cottage which is in the school's vicinity but far away from the main boarding house. therefore, not many staff there la. so it has been not-so-recently that cameron has been bringing her bf to the room and ahem la. if you don't get then too bad...you're just too innocent. so the first time right, it was at night and poor blind mel who didn't wear her contacts and was asleep, was woken up by a knock in the window. being blur and half awake, she opened the window thinking that it was just cm who came back late. then she realised that there were two ppl coming in and that included a guy. she decided not to bother and went back to sleep. cameron and mel(she sleeps on top) share a double bunk bed btw. it's wooden ok, i.e. no shaky bed.
in the middle of the night, she woke up and couldn't sleep cos she knew that cameron and her bf were having sex underneath and she didn't exactly feel comfortable about that.
me: so did she hear noises??
ling: of cos la. aiyo, it was so disgusting ok.
lynn: what noises?
ling: like ppl breathing heavily, panting and stuff la...it was so eeww
*me and lynn laugh*
me: poor gal! *still laughing* she would have been corrupted. haha. every night got hear porn :P.
and this went on twice actually. apparently, cameron got caught and ling's friend mel has to like go homestay with her relative. so sad hor?? sometimes, i really wonder why couples don't respect each other's body. i mean seriously...sex?? people are you nuts??!! maybe guys don't have much to lose if they lost their virginity but gals, come on, do you really think it won't matter?? all gals dream of a fairy tale relationship where everything seems to go fine and strong despite all the troubles and maybe sometime later in life, marriage. but somehow most of us now think that we can like short cut everything. just have sex like it doesn't matter. i tell you, it does. when you're courting and dating, the guys may go "we don't mind" (cos they won't mind having sex with you too!!)and stuff but later in life when you're married, they will be like "you slut!!! who else did you sleep with??!!" i've heard many stories such as these from my mom and it's scary. not to mention that us gals will be ones who feel betrayed and hurt cos the guys didn't keep to their promises of not minding...need i include that most guys aren't virgins when they're married??
so think things through...for me, i won't have sex. man, i'll practice abstinence so badly that every guy will hate me :P...kidding. i wanna have the fairy tale life...actually, i want more of the God-planned life. the one where i don't need to feel like i'm guilty or i'm dirty or i'm a slut or even i'm not good enough. cos if no guy wants me, i still have God. He loves me and i know that most people may not understand how much His love means to me. The things i've been through, the times i cried...man, it was like never ending...even now. yes, sometimes i really wish that i do not have to go through whatever...but one thing i've learnt from Psalms 46:10 (it's my favourite verse, btw) is this "Be still, and know that I am God.." Dude, how cool is that?! i'm the type of person who must always have a game plan...not that i'm the organised, plan everything with an organiser type of person. if you think that i'm that, let me clear that with you now - I'M NOT!! ask ashley, she knows :P. but i like to know where i'm going or what i'm heading...i like having goals. yes, i may not achieve all of them but i use them as a benchmark to see where i am and what i should do next. and when bad things happen, i usually cry for a while and then see what i should do and stick with it. i've never believed to cry a lot over things. it's always "Grace, stand up!! you can rise above this"..so you can imagine all the things i would do to "stand up" whether right or wrong.
so there you go...like i said in the last post, there will be God stuff. maybe not in the layout of "thought of the day". can't exactly follow templates like that :P. Not organised remember? haha. anyways, i've just came back from K-mart and rented seven movies from Video Ezy. they only cost EIGHT BUCKS!! ahahaha. all of them have romance, coincidentally inciding(is that how you spell it??) with the gossip. gonna have a heart-wrenching, feel like fainting weekend before i leave for sydney with mum and sis. ahaha...isn't that a good way to start my two short weeks of hols?? *winks*
god bless
Posted by grace :P at 3:56 pm